It's delicately malicious - you're being attracted by it/ him/ her in your destiny - even you know if you taste it, you may be in danger. It's like the myth in the Bible, Eve tastes the Apple, then she gives it to Adam.
...The story of Adam and Eve is central to the belief that God created human beings in a Garden of Eden, although they fell away from that state and formed the present world full of suffering and injustice. It provides the basis for the belief that humanity is, in essence a single family, with everyone descended from a single pair of original ancestors. It also provides much of the scriptural basis for the doctrines of the fall of man and original sin that are important beliefs in Christianity, but which are not generally held in Judaism or Islam... A serpent deceives Eve into eating fruit from the forbidden tree, and she gives some of the fruit to Adam. These acts give them additional knowledge, but it give them the ability to conjure negative and destructive concepts such as shame and evil...
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Apple is the sweet poison. Another example would be like the sky-diving / roller-coaster / zip-line / car-racing or any dangerous activities you may engage in - you knew it was dangerous - you may lose your life but you're still obsessed with it, provided that it's so tempting to bet your life to enjoy the fun.
If you're dead by this sweet poison, it's still fine. If you're not, then you could only live with it. It's like drug addiction. You could never live without it. You might wanna commit suicide to escape from the pain, seriously / logically / emotionally you won't let yourself do so - the only thing you could do is to live with it - take the pill piece by piece - til the day your story chapter ends.
I never tried this sweet poison in my life - frankly speaking, I don't think it exists in reality indeed - but now I do think I finally got the first bite of it - which deliberately it tastes so exotic & toxic, in a sense that I dunno how to describe. However, I'd never try any drugs in my life for sure, but I guess it's a pretty similar kind of feeling. It's more addictive than getting fully drunk. It's even more addictive than caffeine or nicotine... its outlook & taste make you never forget...
The experience itself I'd describe - unpredictable, exciting, amazing, surreal, dangerous, confused, mentally retarded - I'm obsessed with the uncertainty of it. I completely lose myself when I take it. But once you tried, you could never stop yourself. How addictive it is!?
Just enjoy this sweet poison! I'd like to see if I will be poisoned or vice versa, as it works both ways as always. Suppose I get a sneak peek of the addiction. In that case, I'm sure the drug dealer would feel the same too - he'd / she'd probably be attracted by the medication too and definitely tried it himself / herself as it's so attractive like a Scorpio - you know you might be get caught by its tail but you still wanna catch it somehow - keep it as yours - FOREVER.
It drives me even crazier than I expected - Have you found yours?
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